哟……
我不能唱歌了。
连说话都觉得吃力。
吃喝都会痛。
什么都不能吃，又不知道要吃什么才好。
什么方法都试过了，无论是药，凉的健康饮料，更重要是水都喝24小时了！
下星期就要考试了，怎么可以继续这样？！
不行！
一定要战胜病魔！
哈哈，不过我倒想到了一个不错的事情！
考试当咳嗽咳血在试卷上！
哗~~好像很经典耶！！！
果然有丰富想象力的我就是非同一般人啊！！！
然后弹钢琴弹一半，突然咳血在白色的琴键上！哗！这更具有杀气和真实感！
光想象都感到兴奋不已了！
哈哈~~好开心！刺激啊刺激！
不过喉咙痛是真的很辛苦哦……呜呜。
咳啊咳~~咳啊咳~~咳咳咳咳咳！
嘻嘻。
可以唱成歌了^^
但是不能唱我最近喜欢上的一首歌了。
"dango dango dango dango dango dango daikazoku
dango dango dango dango dango daikazoku
yancha na yaki-dango yasashii an-dango
sukoshi yumemigachi-na tsukimi-dango
osumashi goma-dango yotsugo kushi-dango
minna minna awasete hyakunin kazoku"
{CLANNAD}ENDING THEME
DANGO = 团子
Friday, June 18, 2010
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
阴天
今天中午开始天气一直都维持在同一个状况下，那就是阴凉。
我第一次看见这般阴凉的天气，整个人开始感觉飘散了起来。
这种天气是我一直都最喜欢的。最坏的是，虽然之前没有机会遇见这种天气，但是今天我却也没好好把握当下仰望那片灰白的天空和阵阵面面而来的冷风。
只有站在庭院外，我才能够真正展望那片天空，真的带给我另一种不可思议的感觉，却又说不上是什么样的一种感觉……真的，很微妙。
即使用相机将其天空拍摄下来都没有用吧，因为它只会固定那一秒的一切风景，而不是将它的微风也一起带到我身边来。
所以，做什么也是没有用的。
因此，我伫立在那里大约三十秒以后，便悄然放弃地走回屋内了。
今晚不晓得为什么，我不想将房间那扇窗户的窗帘拉下……突然，很想凝望外面的天空，尤其是外面的夜空。虽然以我房间处于的位置的高度是无法真正望见那辽阔的夜幕，但是我依旧想感受漆黑的夜晚。
很阴凉，一切都是那么阴凉……今天。因此，我喜欢。但是，在感受这般天气的我，心里似乎明了天气的心情，连自己的心亦变得有些无奈的失落，像是在为谁而深感遗憾那样……真的，很奇妙。
但是，我还是很喜欢，很喜欢这样的一天……唯一的阴天。
我第一次看见这般阴凉的天气，整个人开始感觉飘散了起来。
这种天气是我一直都最喜欢的。最坏的是，虽然之前没有机会遇见这种天气，但是今天我却也没好好把握当下仰望那片灰白的天空和阵阵面面而来的冷风。
只有站在庭院外，我才能够真正展望那片天空，真的带给我另一种不可思议的感觉，却又说不上是什么样的一种感觉……真的，很微妙。
即使用相机将其天空拍摄下来都没有用吧，因为它只会固定那一秒的一切风景，而不是将它的微风也一起带到我身边来。
所以，做什么也是没有用的。
因此，我伫立在那里大约三十秒以后，便悄然放弃地走回屋内了。
今晚不晓得为什么，我不想将房间那扇窗户的窗帘拉下……突然，很想凝望外面的天空，尤其是外面的夜空。虽然以我房间处于的位置的高度是无法真正望见那辽阔的夜幕，但是我依旧想感受漆黑的夜晚。
很阴凉，一切都是那么阴凉……今天。因此，我喜欢。但是，在感受这般天气的我，心里似乎明了天气的心情，连自己的心亦变得有些无奈的失落，像是在为谁而深感遗憾那样……真的，很奇妙。
但是，我还是很喜欢，很喜欢这样的一天……唯一的阴天。
Monday, June 14, 2010
Ending
一切都要结束了。
大学的第一学期。
受难的压力日子。
还有就是最重要的……
《花之音界》即将来到结局了！
完成这第一部作品之后，我将继续写第二部作品。
那是什么样的一部故事呢我就不透露先了。
但是呀，我相信第二部绝对会比第一部下更多心思。
因为要写出另一个好看的故事真的很不简单啊，因此更多的努力和细腻的写作方式及故事次序都很重要。
所以我才会希望各位有一直阅读《花之音界》的亲爱的读者们能够给予我各种意见。
（不好意思，自顾地讲起小说的事情了)
嗯不过呢，最近很多人都在病呀，包括我。尤其我的喉咙开始发炎了……呜呜。因为之前实在吃了太多禁食品，现在又要挨一段时间不能随心所欲地吃了。
虽说一切来到ENDING了，不过大考却即将来临了！还有一个星期的时间温习，希望我可以更努力用功，不要再蹉跎时光了！美夜子你要加油加油加油加油加油啊！！！要不然就诅咒你生一场大病让你什么都做不了！当然这是明天才开始起效的啦！
但是我最最期待的就是考试完毕的那一天哦！因为我可以继续无限发挥我的写作精神了！嘻嘻在那之前要加油温习，然后再慢慢享受那段满是写作的假期吧！
(不好意思，真的没办法避免又提到自己最最喜欢的东西了）
大学的第一学期。
受难的压力日子。
还有就是最重要的……
《花之音界》即将来到结局了！
完成这第一部作品之后，我将继续写第二部作品。
那是什么样的一部故事呢我就不透露先了。
但是呀，我相信第二部绝对会比第一部下更多心思。
因为要写出另一个好看的故事真的很不简单啊，因此更多的努力和细腻的写作方式及故事次序都很重要。
所以我才会希望各位有一直阅读《花之音界》的亲爱的读者们能够给予我各种意见。
（不好意思，自顾地讲起小说的事情了)
嗯不过呢，最近很多人都在病呀，包括我。尤其我的喉咙开始发炎了……呜呜。因为之前实在吃了太多禁食品，现在又要挨一段时间不能随心所欲地吃了。
虽说一切来到ENDING了，不过大考却即将来临了！还有一个星期的时间温习，希望我可以更努力用功，不要再蹉跎时光了！美夜子你要加油加油加油加油加油啊！！！要不然就诅咒你生一场大病让你什么都做不了！当然这是明天才开始起效的啦！
但是我最最期待的就是考试完毕的那一天哦！因为我可以继续无限发挥我的写作精神了！嘻嘻在那之前要加油温习，然后再慢慢享受那段满是写作的假期吧！
(不好意思，真的没办法避免又提到自己最最喜欢的东西了）
Friday, June 4, 2010
越来越迷茫了
最近这几天的我，心情宛如跌落深渊的谷底一样找不到引我前进的光明。
Assignment都赶完了，现在就等着考试而已。
为考试努力复习是理所当然的本分，但是我连一点动力和信心都没有。
真的觉得想要垮了，真的想休息了。
我不喜欢这样的自己，老是强迫自己去做不喜欢的事情。
大家都被这个社会灌了一个像是规则的思想─只要求学至最高点，那你可以在社会立足。
虽然这为大家带来进步，但是我总觉得这种思想很让我不称心如意。
在极力求学方面我看不见真正的自己，现在我的脑袋突然萌生了想放弃求学的想法。
你说我消极也好，逃避现实也罢。
我只认为现在的自己只不过是个傀儡，跟着社会的定律去走，去实行身为人类该完成的本分和责任。
好无情的世界。
这个世界原本就已经因为人类而失去了它原本的快乐和面貌，不是吗？
够了，我不想再面对这些让我如此失去自己的事情了。
我不想再继续做自己不喜欢的事情，我不祈求当个完美的人。
只求自己可以开心度过日子，去实现我想实现的梦。
这个世界真是越变越可笑了。
我憎恨自己被灌输了，不继续求学就是死亡的来临。
TMD......I am tired of it, but no one could understand me.
Assignment都赶完了，现在就等着考试而已。
为考试努力复习是理所当然的本分，但是我连一点动力和信心都没有。
真的觉得想要垮了，真的想休息了。
我不喜欢这样的自己，老是强迫自己去做不喜欢的事情。
大家都被这个社会灌了一个像是规则的思想─只要求学至最高点，那你可以在社会立足。
虽然这为大家带来进步，但是我总觉得这种思想很让我不称心如意。
在极力求学方面我看不见真正的自己，现在我的脑袋突然萌生了想放弃求学的想法。
你说我消极也好，逃避现实也罢。
我只认为现在的自己只不过是个傀儡，跟着社会的定律去走，去实行身为人类该完成的本分和责任。
好无情的世界。
这个世界原本就已经因为人类而失去了它原本的快乐和面貌，不是吗？
够了，我不想再面对这些让我如此失去自己的事情了。
我不想再继续做自己不喜欢的事情，我不祈求当个完美的人。
只求自己可以开心度过日子，去实现我想实现的梦。
这个世界真是越变越可笑了。
我憎恨自己被灌输了，不继续求学就是死亡的来临。
TMD......I am tired of it, but no one could understand me.
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Horrendous Morning
This morning, I went to uni as usual by taking train. However, while I am waiting for the arrival of the train, the announcer suddenly announced that the train has been delayed and it will be arriving at the current station which I am waiting at 6.43am.
So I waited there alone and soon the platform turn out to be crowded. After waited at the 2nd platform for almost 30minutes, the announcer then announced again that we have to go to the 1st platform and wait for the train to come. Then the whole crowd moved to the 1st platform.
Before proceeding to what happen after everything started off with the arrival of the train, I would like to share that this morning I got a strong feeling of my self instinct, which it has told me I will meet Mr. Enson at this railway station. It is just like an early announcement which informs me that he will appear in that station. Haha... I think after I have waited for 20minutes when that strange feeling popped up, he really did appear at the railway station. Actually I was quite shocked that his appearance has proven my instinct is accurate!!! Well this is already the 2nd time I predict the same person to appear at the same place. Haha...
Emm ok, then after the train has arrived... Everyone of us went into the coach. I did not enter the ladies' coach today cause Mr. Enson said that there might be lesser passenger who enter the first coach. Actually it happens to be the same la... Since the train has delayed. Then, MY "MORNING"MARE BEGINS!!!
All the way until the moment Mr.Enson and I reached our destiny, he managed to get out from that DAMN CROWDED COACH. By the time we arrived at that station, I prayed to my Lovely God that hopefully He can help me to get out of that coach and be to class on time. Soon after, I held my breath and step out my first step!
In fact that the coach was more crowded than Pasar Malam and Petaling Street, I only managed to squeeze myself from the edge until the middle of the coach which the door is just right in front of my eyes.
However However However... (SO MANY HOWEVER)... The moment I am trying my best to reach the door, I got stucked at the middle part because of other passengers were boarding on. Soon, I started to get nervous and tension cause no matter how hard I pushed and shouted EXCUSEEEEEE MEEEEEEE, nobody bothers me... I am afraid to get caught in the train as it will move forward to other station which I have not been to... My class is at 8am, by that time already 7.45am (around there la). I got no other choice so I shouted for help to Mr.Enson who was already waiting for me at outside (damn envy.. T.T).
“H.J~~~ 我不能出去！！！我出不到！！！”
Then I tried my last effort to push myself out from there, but suddenly THE DOOR JUST TEE TOO TEE TOO TEE TOO~~~KARAKP!!! CLOSED!!!
That moment I am overwhelmed and shouted OH MY GOD!!!
Then suddenly got one uncle said : "AH TEKAN TEKAN!!" (OS: Macam mana nak tekan ni, saya kini berada di middle part la, pintu pun tak sampai!)
那时候我超级超级想哭了……要是火车真的开走了怎么办……我会迟到……而且又要一个人等火车搭回这个车站……呜呜……
Owh~~MIRACLE HAPPENED!!!
The door opened again and I was feeling so thankful to my dear Lovely God!!! Then I saw Mr.Enson still at outside, by that time my tears going to roll down already... I cannot remember what was my reaction after the miracle has happened, I only knew that my heart was thinking : "H.J, 救我！！！"
At first I thought he would not want to save me (cause he is from year 2040, so maybe he feel that I am different year of people, not his kampung people so dont want to save me! T.T). However it turned out to be a BEAUTIFUL MIRACLE~~! Cause he helped me by shouting as well: "EXCUSE ME ADA ORANG NAK KELUAR, BOLEH EXCUSE SIKIT AH?"
WAAAAAAAA........ 那时候的我就像一个就快被海浪冲走，被海水淹死的受害者接到一个救生圈一样万分感激庆幸，饿鬼般的渴求立刻扶住机会赶紧把自己从深海中爬出来。
THANK GOD!!! But seriously that time ar... actually my I am already shedding my tears... Haih.. How can I be so useless at that kind of moment... Sigh...
MR.ENSON, 我欠你一个人情！！！将来必定报答~~！谢谢你的救命之恩啊！！！
** "MORNING"MARE, THE END **
So I waited there alone and soon the platform turn out to be crowded. After waited at the 2nd platform for almost 30minutes, the announcer then announced again that we have to go to the 1st platform and wait for the train to come. Then the whole crowd moved to the 1st platform.
Before proceeding to what happen after everything started off with the arrival of the train, I would like to share that this morning I got a strong feeling of my self instinct, which it has told me I will meet Mr. Enson at this railway station. It is just like an early announcement which informs me that he will appear in that station. Haha... I think after I have waited for 20minutes when that strange feeling popped up, he really did appear at the railway station. Actually I was quite shocked that his appearance has proven my instinct is accurate!!! Well this is already the 2nd time I predict the same person to appear at the same place. Haha...
Emm ok, then after the train has arrived... Everyone of us went into the coach. I did not enter the ladies' coach today cause Mr. Enson said that there might be lesser passenger who enter the first coach. Actually it happens to be the same la... Since the train has delayed. Then, MY "MORNING"MARE BEGINS!!!
All the way until the moment Mr.Enson and I reached our destiny, he managed to get out from that DAMN CROWDED COACH. By the time we arrived at that station, I prayed to my Lovely God that hopefully He can help me to get out of that coach and be to class on time. Soon after, I held my breath and step out my first step!
In fact that the coach was more crowded than Pasar Malam and Petaling Street, I only managed to squeeze myself from the edge until the middle of the coach which the door is just right in front of my eyes.
However However However... (SO MANY HOWEVER)... The moment I am trying my best to reach the door, I got stucked at the middle part because of other passengers were boarding on. Soon, I started to get nervous and tension cause no matter how hard I pushed and shouted EXCUSEEEEEE MEEEEEEE, nobody bothers me... I am afraid to get caught in the train as it will move forward to other station which I have not been to... My class is at 8am, by that time already 7.45am (around there la). I got no other choice so I shouted for help to Mr.Enson who was already waiting for me at outside (damn envy.. T.T).
“H.J~~~ 我不能出去！！！我出不到！！！”
Then I tried my last effort to push myself out from there, but suddenly THE DOOR JUST TEE TOO TEE TOO TEE TOO~~~KARAKP!!! CLOSED!!!
That moment I am overwhelmed and shouted OH MY GOD!!!
Then suddenly got one uncle said : "AH TEKAN TEKAN!!" (OS: Macam mana nak tekan ni, saya kini berada di middle part la, pintu pun tak sampai!)
那时候我超级超级想哭了……要是火车真的开走了怎么办……我会迟到……而且又要一个人等火车搭回这个车站……呜呜……
Owh~~MIRACLE HAPPENED!!!
The door opened again and I was feeling so thankful to my dear Lovely God!!! Then I saw Mr.Enson still at outside, by that time my tears going to roll down already... I cannot remember what was my reaction after the miracle has happened, I only knew that my heart was thinking : "H.J, 救我！！！"
At first I thought he would not want to save me (cause he is from year 2040, so maybe he feel that I am different year of people, not his kampung people so dont want to save me! T.T). However it turned out to be a BEAUTIFUL MIRACLE~~! Cause he helped me by shouting as well: "EXCUSE ME ADA ORANG NAK KELUAR, BOLEH EXCUSE SIKIT AH?"
WAAAAAAAA........ 那时候的我就像一个就快被海浪冲走，被海水淹死的受害者接到一个救生圈一样万分感激庆幸，饿鬼般的渴求立刻扶住机会赶紧把自己从深海中爬出来。
THANK GOD!!! But seriously that time ar... actually my I am already shedding my tears... Haih.. How can I be so useless at that kind of moment... Sigh...
MR.ENSON, 我欠你一个人情！！！将来必定报答~~！谢谢你的救命之恩啊！！！
** "MORNING"MARE, THE END **
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