Indecisive

Another design of my blog even though the background image is still the same, but this shows that Im a person who likes something new and new and new!!! I can't stay constant for too long. =D

Recently I am frustrating over something which happen to me.

Why am I being so indecisive all the time???

I seriously dislike myself being like this...

It makes me worrying for something which means nothing.

Grr..

I really hope I can be more decisive and understand what do I want from myself.

What I understand is, life is always full with choices and paths.

It depends on which route you take, what choice you make, and then it will naturally lead you to a place you would never thought of to be.

I am being indecisive is due to the result of afraid to regret in the future.

At the same time, I don't wanna miss out a thing that would mean a lot to me!

That's why I am always forcing myself to a blunt end which the struggle is endless...

Sigh.

I am so speechless.

Come on!!! I seriously need to kick this out from myself!

我就是自己

我只想做回我自己，

不管别人的闲言闲语，

只有自己才明白自己的心意。

我不觉得快乐这东西很复杂很艰难，

我一直认为，只要任何事能够让你挂上微笑，能够让你勇敢珍惜，能够让你心胸开怀，

那么那就是快乐了。

不管那是为了什么样的原因而出现的情绪，

只要是发自内心的，都是一种美好的快乐。

我们应该要有自己的，想法要有自己的主见，若老是靠别人对我们的评价来过活的话，那么我们永远只会被压力捆绑住，被消极的情绪牵套着。

只要自己知道自己付出的有多少，只要自己懂得拿起放下，只要自己懂得换个角度去看待事情，那么心灵亦就会随之轻松很多了。

我是这么认为的。

毕竟，人都是自讨苦吃自找麻烦又喜欢把事情复杂化的生物。

当他们不肯承认是自己的想法造成自己对世面的这种观点时，那么他们就会把责任怪罪在别的人事物上。

何必这样呢？

这样岂不是更加算是不愿意面对现实吗？