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I am feeling so down right now... Don't know why... Missing someone... Hai... But I bet this weekend will be nice.. But weekdays, consider nice but can say it will be sucks too... Because I am very busy with my assignments... The concert is coming soon... Assignments due date is next Friday... I am missing him... Tomorrow still have to go to the PAWS Animal Centre again... Sure will be back late in the afternoon... Then after that I have to go and consult the Obstetrics and Gynecology doctor... Worry that anything happens to me... I am worried, but I don't want to think too much, but still I have thought a lot earlier... I was thinking that if my life would come to an end soon, what will be the most important thing I want to do? What I hope from my last journey of life? Sometimes I feel that, we should really take these questions into deep consideration... At least, you will get to realize something different in your life when you are in different situation. Hope that I am just thinking too much... So bored... So tired... Feel so sleepy... But still doing research for assignments... Can I sleep? Or can I not sleep? If I can choose not to sleep and would not be tired, I hope I can finish almost everything by tonight...... I wanted to message him, but I am afraid that I would be disturbing him from completing his paper work... He's so diligent... I am glad for him. ^^ But I am still feeling a bit down now... Maybe I am feeling sleepy and tired now so I have no spirit to complete my work... I know my mom worries about me a lot... I am so happy that I have such a loving mommy... My dad too! Glad that I was born in this family... Including all of my relatives as well... Glad to have them in my life. I always feel so and cherish those people who is around me. Ganbate ne Miyako!!!