What to do?

I fell sick again... T.T who can help...? Nobody can help... Why am I sick again??? Again Again and Again!!! So many times already... Last two months I fell sick for three times, can sick for twice in one month and hardly can recover. I quarreled with my mom earlier, talked slightly louder to her, that time I was going out to buy some stuff for myself... I am sick now, and I still drove out, it is really bad as I really cannot concentrate too much on driving, because I am having flu and headache! However I just feel want to leave home as soon as possible so that no need to continuing quarrel with her, so I quickly drove out... Today is the first time I am feeling so worse that shopping alone is so lonely. Maybe it is because that I am sick too... So I am really in moody state right now!!!

Who can accompany me to spend some time to have a tea at night? I feel like going out cause I don't want to feel the loneliness, at the same time I am a bit tired to go out... I don't want to stay at home... But if I go out also I can't do anything much, cause parents sure will give a call and ask me to get back immediately. I know what are they thinking... For my safety. Ahhh!!! Could someone just notice me and care about me?!!! I know who am I mentioning... Haiz...
Too bad, it would not realize.