Heavy Saturday+Sunday

Saturday, 5th of December,2009, I supposed to attend Evan Yo's concert at Sungei Wang 6pm, but ended up nobody can accompany me there, so everything had gone~~Ahh, what an opportunity to get two tickets, but since things went in that way, it seems that stuff like that always do not meet in my way... Anyway, my mother side relatives came to our house for overnight. We went for steamboat, and then when I was back home, one of my relatives daughter really likes to get along with me, just 1 year old I think... To tell the truth, I really have no idea how to deal with a baby, as I cannot understand what they want, and how to react to them as well... @_@ It sounds silly though. Ahem... However, I finally managed to do it!!! Haha, especially this time her mother was not around, so besides her grandmother, I had now become the only one she would like to stick with. Those adults asking me that, how could I make her fall asleep so quietly? Cause she really loves to cry a lot and she does recognize people, she seldom get close to the others. Haha! I am kinda feeling successive now~~! XD

Hm, anyway I am quite in a bad mood today... Stucked with some kind of feelings again.. Maybe feeling lonely and a bit frustrated... Feel so on what matter I also cannot identify... Just somehow, inner feeling goes like this... Ahh... Have no choice but to continue my stuff seriously... Duh.. Anyway, I suddenly don't think that I liked any guys though? How do I explain, hm.. it just seems like I haven't found the right feeling of falling in love with a person, in a sweet and naive way. Ahhh, obviously I just want to try out and lead an innocent relationship. Yeah better not to fall in love with someone especially the one who has no happy ending. XD What am I saying... Haha.

Feel like fall for the Anime~~ Life inside, friendship inside, love inside... Haha. I am really upset actually, but after watching Anime I am just fully recharged!!! That sounds great actually... Ahh the greatest will be~~ AWAITS FOR EVERY MORNING !!! When I wake up in the morning, I can tell myself that it is ANOTHER BRAND NEW DAY~~ YEAH YEAH YEAH!!! GANBATE NE MIYAKO!!!