New Year, New Me

Today is the 2nd last day for me working at LAO BA CHA TEA HOUSE.

A day has passed so quickly, there are not many customers during the 6th day of CNY.

I quarreled with my dear again, sigh.

It is all because of my attitude.

I know I always act like a princess deep from my heart and bone, cause my attitude has been developed into such a way since I was young.

I will be a little ignorant when someone give me a lesson on something, and I tend to find excuses to protect myself from being disciplined by the others, I would only keep quiet if its my parents and other elderly who discipline me.

I will always fight for my right, if I feel that I was not at fault.

However, if you put it in another way to describe about me, I am stubborn, I am someone who persist on something if I do not find my way of doing a particular task is incorrect.

Sigh.

This might be good, but it as well be bad, because I could do wrong anytime and sometimes I might not even admit my own fault.

I am dissatisfied, feel dissatisfied to admit that something has gone wrong on me.

But I will still apologise and admit my mistake, if it is REALLY my mistake.

I need to change this habit, I need to.

I need to be generous enough to be rational.

I need to be a patient person who can accept any critics from anyone.

I need to work hard and learn from my mistake if I really wanted to prove so much that I am not wrong either.

I need to learn to accept other peoples' way of managing things.

I need to accept the way people speak and act differently.

I need to be more open minded, I need to be a person who can socialise better and communicate well with the others.

I need to be sincere and thankful no matter what happens on me.

I need to learn to be more understanding about the others, not blaming on the others.

I need to free myself from the feeling of inferiority, I need to understand that everyone has their limitations as well as good attitude.

I need to be more confident, and not to think so much anymore.

I need to be strong, in order to do all the above mentioned criteria.