what has gotten me so far

I just check my UniSA email earlier, and I have read through the feedback form for my assignment 1 on BMPP (Business and Marketing Planning Principles) , which is one of the most important marketing subject that mean a lot to me.

Without passing it, I could not graduate as I wish by end of this year.

I could not be able to find a whole new world for myself.

Things ended up as I have expected before.

From the moment I start studying this course, I know I have to go on no matter what difficulties are confronting me.

I use to get upset when I always look back at the feedback form on my hardwork, because I have tried so much harder even though I have no clue at all on how to do it.

I just don't understand, what has supported me to stand still until today.

My dream is something irrelevant to what I am doing now in my academic field, however there is no way I could escape from it.

I have to continue with such studies until I have actually graduated.

I don't know what is there waiting for me in the future after I have finished my studies,

however I believe that I will make it through my own way, be more independent and more capable to fulfil my dream.

I wish I could do so, I wish I could achieve.

As time goes by, what has eroded from all these while?

Maybe is the pessimistic thought that I used to have on my mind.

I am unsure of how well I have done so far, but I knew that I have put in all effort to be able to get through these stages.

Stages which full of hardship and pressure.

It has not left me behind until today, I can see the shadow, I can feel it deep inside from my heart.

Or else, I would not be so upset when I actually realise that my effort is kinda wasted.

No matter what, I will move on continuously, work hard to achieve what I wanted to since the day I have set my goal.

One thing that I can assure is that, I learned to be strong in facing unexpected results in my studies. 

I also learned to move on even though things do not happen as I wish for good.

I learned to have confidence in myself much more than before.

I believe, I will reach that edge which is shining so brightly one day as I keep on walking towards it.

I know, there is something waiting for me once I have put in effort in going through all the obstacles along the way.

But, I really hope to have a peaceful mind and a really strong base to stand on to think, until I am readily prepared to go onto the next stage.

Work Hard, and you will find where you are supposed to be.