What is Friendship?

FRIENDSHIP, is NOT about SELFISHNESS. 

FRIENDSHIP, is NOT about RECKLESSNESS.

FRIENDSHIP, is NOT about CRUELTY. 

FRIENDSHIP, is NOT about HATRED. 

FRIENDSHIP, is NOT about DISSATISFACTION. 

FRIENDSHIP, is NOT about OBLIGATION. 

FRIENDSHIP, is NOT about MISUNDERSTANDING. 

FRIENDSHIP, is NOT about DECEPTION. 

FRIENDSHIP, is NOT about VENTING ANGER. 

What FRIENDSHIP is??? 

It is all about...

LOVING, CARING, FORGIVING, SUPPORTING, UNDERSTANDING, TRUTHFULNESS, SINCERITY, BELIEVING....

Which all of these are based on a gentle and rational judgement without any prejudice.

I started to feel hurt, I started to feel hopeless, after giving in so much, but not gaining any understanding from my best friend when I am undergoing those moments which could drive me insane and helpless.

If you are not the one who understands me better than the others, then I shall not force us anymore further to try to be nice in front, but pain in deep heart.

If only you could understand what are my feelings, you would understand how much am I struggling to go through these obstacles, especially when I am alone.

Somehow I just could not take anymore hurtful matters further, even though I can bear the pain, but I just could not do so for now......

I am really tired and sick of all relationship problem.

I just wanted to be happy, I just wanted to be calm, I just wanted to enjoy, I just wanted to be appreciated, I just wanted to share my happiness and sadness with someone, and hoping that there is always a shoulder for me if I really need it.

I just wanted to lead a peaceful life, without having too much disturbance that affect my emotions, my daily chores.

Is it something which I am asking for too much?

Is it that I am unforgiven?

Is it that I am the one who caused all these sadness to happen, and so I am obliged to repay my debt and make everyone satisfy and happy, excluding myself?

I just feel hurt......

To the extent that, I am no longer concern with what the rest thought of me at most times.

Because I could understand the reason behind all these happenings, but I am just too helpless to do anything to fix it right.

I guess, I am right from the beginning......

No one would stay by your side until the very far end, because everyone comes and goes......

Being strong and firm enough to face every decision and incident we encounter in life,

would be the only way to keep us moving forward, positively, without anymore worries that would stir up your heart and soul which is so painful at times.

I have learned something precious to me after all these while......

Cheers. Life is just, like a boat, you will just need to keep rowing and rowing......