I. Miss. You

I met up with my best friend, Xiao Mint today at Sunway Pyramid. 

I took the train, and at a particular moment I felt so overwhelmed with touching emotions when I placed my eyesight on the greenery scenes that passed by so quickly in front of my eyes. 

All of that sudden, I can feel that the world is really beautiful, when you embrace yourself with the nature. 

I am glad that, Xiao Mint and I still chat a lot like how we'd last two years. 

I guess our friendship and our communication have shown that, distance is not always a problem to maintain a relationship. 

I feel grateful about it. 

On top of these happiness, I still miss Him.

I. Miss. You.

And it's true.

I sincerely hope that He would have a great day, even though a working day might be hectic and pressure for him.

In the evening, I am worried about Him driving back to Klang due to the rainy day.

I have waited 45 minutes for the bus, and I was alone.

It was a rainy evening.

Thank God I didn't get too wet, but as I stood there, I thought a lot.

I was imagining, if He is beside me, I would lean on Him for a rest, without complaining that the bus was not arriving at all.

I just need a hug, need someone to rely on when I need it.

"The overwhelming feeling sometimes would make me tear."

And that someone must be the one whom I loved.

My feelings for Him are more than admiration, just because of His bright smile.

"Your bright smile have enlightened my everyday."

I'll have to admit that, I would not want to turn my feelings for him from Loving to Possessing.

This is an important lesson which I have learned in the past.

I don't want to care so much about what would happen in the end, I just want Him to feel the warmth of being concerned by someone, who is not even part of his family, or his close friends.

I guess, this could be a great timing, whereby I have fell for Him.

Nobody likes to talk about their own past, especially those which were hurtful.

But I am thankful that I had been through all those obstacles, and I had learnt to be more forgiving and loving now.

If He would have knew about my affection, I would like to tell Him that, I am willing to understand about you more, and accept all of you with an open heart.

"I'll brave myself to forgo all the pain that I have been through."

I believe that this would make our world even beautiful.

So, why don't we give it a try if there is an opportunity to grow the love?

"Together we could start anew and hold on tight to move on."