Understanding

I've found a few similarities between the two of us...

• Indecisive
• Neutral standpoint
• Seeks opinion from the others
• Coffee lover! (but he's a coffee addict as compared to me... =S )

What else... Hmm... 

Guess...

Its our DARK CIRCLES! Lol ! 

Feel speechless with myself now. 

Anyway, writing entries for my blog sometimes remind me of my pink diary which had been left alone on my study table for quite a few months...

I never write in any more, because there consists too much of unhappiness in my past life. 

But Life is really Great now, seriously feel that I am being pampered by LOVE everyday. 

Never ever wanted to think so much, care so much...which would somehow make me feeling even more miserable.

It is pointless.

Guess that, things are going on well for now, and I quite like it. 

Slow and steady......

Just like a river flowing peacefully. 

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While I was teaching at the music centre today, I stood outside of a studio, looking at a young lady (who is also a piano teacher) playing piano, and I guess she is a graduate of Diploma. 

I admire her skills, and her gestures while playing. 

It feels like, she is really flowing together with the music, so do I. 

Well, this resembles me of my childhood time, when I first saw my neighbour who was same age as me learning piano. 

She got an Upright piano at home, and I was so excited about it, I always go to her house to look at her playing it, soon after I asked her to teach me.

I am jealous, I have strong jealousy, I really love piano, I love playing, but she could not teach me, she said she don't know how to teach me, and so we argued cause of this. 

Then I ran home and told my parents, I WANT TO LEARN PIANO!

Finally, my dream came true, my Dad bought me a digital piano as soon as possible which lasts till now, it had been 9 years, and it is still in good condition. 

I remembered the digital piano cost around RM 9999. 

I know how much my Dad loves me, and love everyone in our family. 

I am touched, seriously...

He is a great Dad in everything, and he really cares about me, love me so much, seldom scold me, but he will scold when I am being capricious. 

Before I got my own piano, almost everyday I go to my neighbour's house and play her piano, of course with her permission. 

Looking back at it now, its kinda unbelievable that I love piano to such extent. 

My parents never force me to practice, but I practice myself everyday, and I always feel happy playing it. 

I have strong jealousy, I jealous of my cousin brother who could play much better than me while I was young, but I do admire him as well, and always wanted him to play some nice pieces that I could not play. 

I am glad, I never give up learning and completing my piano course, 

I am glad, I get the chance to know the existence of music,

I am glad, piano came into my life and be by my side all the time until today. 

Its like my buddy, my best friend, my soul mate, I could express my feelings through playing it ! 

Just like I could express my feeling to you Victor, through my own composition. 

It definitely lacks a lot in terms of musical and theoretical skills, but in terms of affection, it is not lacking at all, and I am very sure of that.